Causchy's Xanga

Thursday, April 15, 2004

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 00:55:36 GMT

http://www.xanga.com/BrokenStoneHeart

Monday, April 12, 2004

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 20:24:55 GMT

Xanga is not nice to me. I keep trying to subscribe to someone and it wont let me, and it wont let me comment to them either. But they are the only one it does this to. I am offended. lol.

Trip was great. Hanging out with everyone was great, especially Kelsey and my new pal Rachel Summar and their group. Much fun! Dunwanna describe the trip in type, you may ask me if you want to know more about it!

Hmmm . . . some stuff not so good. But for some reason I'm still cheerful. That makes me happy.

Sunday, April 11, 2004

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 04:07:18 GMT

Home. Safe. Tired. Great trip. Lotsa different stuff. Some bad, some good. All weird. lol. Too tired. Gnight.

Saturday, April 03, 2004

Sat, 03 Apr 2004 00:49:52 GMT

Yeah, so pretty sure I'm glad I went to school today, lol. In Mackey's class, we watched The Count of Monte Cristo, on of my favorite movies. The usual nothing in Mrs. Martin's. 3-5th period, I talked my teachers into letting me stay in my 4th period class and play Super Smash Brothers Melee and Soul Calibur II the entire time. Then absolutely nothing in Dusey's class. Sweet!

Meeting for our busride in less than an hour now. For all those not going, I'll miss you, and I'd appreciate it if you'd keep us in your prayers as we both have fun, and, first and foremost, do the Lord's work.

Anywho, I'll be back LATE next Saturday. Til then . . . g'bye!

Friday, April 02, 2004

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 03:22:55 GMT

1 DAY! YIPPEE!

So, yeah, pretty sure I'm not skipping tomorrow.

Thursday, April 01, 2004

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 02:39:02 GMT

Man, two nights in a row . . . I am gonna be INSANE tomorrow, lol, way more sleep than I'm used to. *uncertain look* And way less chatting.

YOUTH ROCKED. Absolutely awesome. Plus I got some one on one chat time with both Scotty and Fish, and that always rocks too.

I'm psyched! 2 more days! NJ/NY, HERE WE COME!!!!

Wednesday, March 31, 2004

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 02:52:37 GMT

Hehe, I dunno how I'm gonna deal with having 8 hours of sleep tonight. It's a new concept, lol.

Three days from right now . . . we will have been on the bus headed up north for nearly an hour! Exciting, isnt it? I thought so! Lata peeps.

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 02:35:39 GMT

It is odd when a blind move is the only move that gives any chance of reaching an objective.

God has amusing ways of speaking. Sometimes terribly ironic as well.

EDIT: Ya know, one of these days, something bad will happen to me again (not being pessimistic, just thinking about statistics). And whenever that day comes, I am gonna be so totally confused with how to deal with it, because once again, to the dismay of my dumber and more fearful half and against its best effort, something good has happened yet once more. After all, how can a good talk ever be bad?

God is good all the time. Whenever things grow dim, I mustnt lose sight of that fact. He has done awesome stuff in and around me lately, but I must remember that He is Just, True, and Right in whatever He says, does, or wills. I cannot . . . no, not cannot, I WILL NOT allow myself to lose sight of that in the eventual sorrow that is inevitable in life. Just as I'm not a fair-weather fan of the Tennessee Titans, I WILL NOT be a fair-weather worshipper of God.

I WILL, on the other hand, be the best I can be to His glory.

This is not necessarily saying anything is truly BAD, but some changes have to be made. Most of you wont be affected by them, but pray for me please, because it will involve some friends that I know are bringing me down, and something in the friendship has to change.

I honestly wish I had dropped choir when I had the chance. I love choir. I love performance, I want to be in the show, I WANT to be in choir. But I also know that it is at choir stuff that I am weakest. But it is too late now, I can only make the best of it.

Monday, March 29, 2004

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 03:18:43 GMT

The last thing that I want to think about is my dreadful performance at the recital. I was ashamed to be in the room with the rest of y'all after my fiasco. My apologies for the blot on an otherwise brilliant and fun recital.

Aside from that little disaster, everything is great! :) Things are really starting to come together for me. God is blessing me in ways that I never truly expected, and I'm starting to see that there is possibly even more and greater coming soon. I'm exicted to see what He has in store over the next couple of months.

Well, I g2g for now. Ttyl.

Sunday, March 28, 2004

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 04:27:58 GMT

Today was a very relaxing day. Just mowed, washed cars, took a nap, went to dinner, watched a movie, then got on the computer. That is literally my entire day. Quite nice. Got plenty of outside time, and plenty of chat time with peeps. Good fun. Recital tomorrow, 2 (maybe?) at Belle Aire. *shrug* I'm nervous.

Anyway, lata peeps